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  <title>je me souviens il me semble</title>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 28 Aug 2007 22:13:00 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>DEAR PHYSICS,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have several bones to pick with you.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(a) Fucking die, please.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(b) Twelve straight hours of you is more than enough to drive most people permanently insane.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(c) Why is there a test on you tomorrow.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(d) Did you know that I&apos;ve drank three cups of ... coffee-tea-mutant-lovechild in order to prepare for the agonizing all-nighter I will inevitably pull just to get something out eventually. Preferably a TezuFuji AU of some sort. :( A couple of the tezukafuji fantasy prompts are making my fingers giddy, and the most recent one makes me laugh like a loon because, oh, I remember that fic, and I remember how much that affected me the first time I read it. Oh, Tezuka, you psycho.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I also have the strange urge to write this entirely in British spelling just to see how much I loathe connecting him to the Internet, so I&apos;m on Tezuka right now -- and if you know how unwilling I am to be online right now. Or until Oshitari stops being retarded.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Also, re: Tezuka/Atobe Shirota/Kazuki fanservice: LALALLAALALA I CAN&apos;T HEAR YOU. This has nothing to do with the fact that you might have to install it twice for it to actually work. T^Tb&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Plus the default skin is hot.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(I&apos;m not getting any comment notifications, so if I&apos;ve ignored you with any of my journals today, I&apos;m very sorry.)</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 17 Apr 2007 04:37:45 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>#041 新しく生まれた私がいる</title>
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  <description>Today, I dragged my family to Cold Stone.  My mother called it 冷石頭 on the phone, which I found funny.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Daddy kept saying over and over that it was a good idea to go. :D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have a LL schedule. :D  But, eh, might as well put up a to-do list; () means doing tomorrow is okay:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- vergil lines 190-211&lt;br /&gt;- limits review&lt;br /&gt;- (physics stuff)&lt;br /&gt;- (gov stuff)&lt;br /&gt;- english disc. q&apos;s&lt;br /&gt;&lt;s&gt;- lamplighter schedule&lt;/s&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- lamplighter STUFF xD&lt;br /&gt;- (die)&lt;br /&gt;- (pack for mount holyoke)</description>
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  <lj:music>Okuda Miwako - BORN</lj:music>
  <media:title type="plain">Okuda Miwako - BORN</media:title>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 01 Dec 2006 02:11:45 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>#040 haha.</title>
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  <description>&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:16px;&quot;&gt;ATTN MOST DEAREST JESSICA TANG:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I HAVE SUBMITTED MY UC APPLICATIONS. WITH SIX HOURS TO SPARE, EVEN.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;MY ESSAYS SUCK.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;AND I&apos;M NOT GETTING IN.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I hope this pleases you.</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 20 Nov 2006 16:50:07 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>#038 i&apos;m hungryyyy.</title>
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  <description>HAY GUYZ.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Nobody cares, but both Kara and I are conspicuously dead of stomach flu.  Unless Kara made it to school.  In which case, *I* am conspicuously dead of stomach flu.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Though I actually feel perfectly okay now.  It&apos;s just.  I didn&apos;t yesterday (ask Kara; she was here |Db) which means today is going to be spent doing everything I would have done yesterday had I not been dead of stomach flu.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;lt;- hasn&apos;t thrown up since she was 8.&lt;br /&gt;&amp;lt;- bleeeeeeeeeeeeargh.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Also, I&apos;m hungry but if I eat anything I&apos;LL THROW IT UP WHOO.  [drinks another gallon or three of gatorade]</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 17 Nov 2006 01:38:56 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>#036 beh.</title>
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  <description>The mentor breakfast was interesting, to say the least.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Felt like very long ago, however.  Right now, I&apos;m wearing the Vocal dress, which is sleek and shiny and feels like water.  Because we have to perform.  In front of 1000 people.  At the Dancing with the Staff event.  Normally this would not faze me.  That we are missing FIVE PEOPLE of our SIXTEEN &lt;i&gt;does&lt;/i&gt; faze me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wow, I was totally going to say something just now and it completely slipped my mind. Oh, right!  Daddy&apos;s home.  ._.  With Tezuka&apos;s replacement. ._.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;._.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;._.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;._.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;._.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*whimper* Tez.</description>
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  <lj:music>anastasia - loin du froid de décembre</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 16 Nov 2006 02:16:18 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>#035 i am turning in revolution</title>
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  <description>&lt;b&gt;M:&lt;/b&gt; I have condoms. Want some?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;C:&lt;/b&gt; What.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Gacked from the pedophile herself:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)&lt;br /&gt;2. Put it on shuffle&lt;br /&gt;3. Press play&lt;br /&gt;4. For every question, type the song that&apos;s playing&lt;br /&gt;5. When you go to a new question, press the next button &lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;b&gt;My Opening Credits:&lt;/b&gt; Bond - Gypsy Rhapsody.  (... Hot.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Waking Up:&lt;/b&gt; Les Triplettes de Belleville - Belleville Rendez-vous.  (... oh my god.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;First Day At School:&lt;/b&gt; Chopin - Etude in A Minor, op.25 no.11 (. . .)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Falling in Love:&lt;/b&gt;  Tony An - Blue Sky.  (I AM DESTINED FOR FLUFF)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Breaking Up:&lt;/b&gt;  Yoko Kanno - Seishirou.  (....... OR FUCKING NOT DOT DOT DOT ITUNES)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Prom:&lt;/b&gt;  Suzumura Ken&apos;ichi - Promise (feat. Kamui).  (........ my prom is going to suck)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Life&apos;s OK:&lt;/b&gt; Shin&apos;ichirou Miki - Believe in Heaven.  (This is me, CRACKING THE HELL UP.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Mental Breakdown:&lt;/b&gt; They Might Be Giants - Memo to Human Resources.  (... A++&lt;b&gt;+++&lt;/b&gt;)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Driving:&lt;/b&gt; Shiro Sagisu - peaceful afternoon.  (oh, &lt;i&gt;irony&lt;/i&gt;)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Flashback:&lt;/b&gt; Faith Hill - There Will Come A Day.  (... iTunes baby are you sentient?)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Getting Back Together:&lt;/b&gt; Anastasia - Once Upon a December.  (wow my hypothetical boyfriend is awesome and apparently evil and Russian.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Birth of Child:&lt;/b&gt;  L&apos;Arc~en~Ciel - Driver&apos;s High.  (ITUNES JUST GO DIE IN A FIRE)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Wedding Scene:&lt;/b&gt;  Uematsu Nobuo - J-E-N-O-V-A.  (......... my wedding is gonna suck) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Final Battle:&lt;/b&gt; Tamaki Nami - Prayer.  (*dying of laughter*)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Death Scene:&lt;/b&gt;  Maki Yano - Honesty.  (... da--wut)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Funeral Song:&lt;/b&gt; Howard Shore - The Passage of the Marshes. (thanks)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;End Credits:&lt;/b&gt;  Backstreet Boys - Larger than Life.  (dsaKTHEWPATHFESOFLJLDS:Ksla;kdl;fk&apos;sg;adkl;f jflksa&apos;;jkdslj;kep[kf;lask;g HAHAHAHHAHA)</description>
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  <lj:music>Vienna Teng - Gravity</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 15 Nov 2006 06:21:56 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>#034 really clever open letter.</title>
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  <description>DEAR PHYSICS,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have several bones to pick with you.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(a) Fucking die, please.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(b) Twelve straight hours of you is more than enough to drive most people permanently insane.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(c) Why is there a test on you tomorrow.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(d) Did you know that I&apos;ve drank three cups of ... coffee-tea-mutant-lovechild in order to prepare for the agonizing all-nighter I will inevitably pull just to get something less pathetic than a D- on said test?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(e)  No, seriously.  You can die now.  I will put garlands of expensive roses and roast duck on your grave on a monthly -- nay, weekly -- basis if you&apos;ll just take this hemlock and this vat of cyanic acid and shove it down your measly throat.  I hate you more than Shakespeare.  How is that even possible.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(f) And now I have to go back to attempting to make heads or tails out of the damn Greek letters you went and bastardized and trying to read Mr. Wahl&apos;s entirely illegible chicken scratch.  I hate you.  I hate you.  I hate you.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Die.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Love, kisses, and 12.0M sodium hydroxide,&lt;br /&gt;me.</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 13 Nov 2006 23:36:29 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>#033 it&apos;s crisis season.</title>
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  <description>What the subject said.  Ongoing crises; will be crossed out when resolved. &lt;ul&gt;&lt;s&gt;&lt;li&gt;Karin needs notifying of Mentor Breakfast AAAH.&lt;/s&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;s&gt;&lt;li&gt;E-mail Downum about Mentor Breakfast.&lt;/s&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;s&gt;&lt;li&gt;Anime Club flyers/announcements need to be prepared by Tuesday.&lt;/s&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;s&gt;&lt;li&gt;Dress, which is some three feet too long and too large in both bust AND hip areas (argh. argh argh argh.), must be properly hemmed and fitted. By Thursday.&lt;/s&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;s&gt;&lt;li&gt;Physics test Wednesday.&lt;/s&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;MENTOR BREAKFAST on Thursday; needs business-y clothing and self esteem.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;Dancing with the Staff on Thursday; VOCAL WILL BE MISSING CRUCIAL PEOPLE&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;Hamlet test/things due Friday.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;UC APPS.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;TREBUCHET!!!!11!!.&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If you have trebuchet building tips, please come forward. ._.</description>
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  <lj:mood>in a state of panic and woe.</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 12 Nov 2006 18:25:09 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>#032 it waits for the day I&apos;ll let it out.</title>
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  <description>...?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Cute.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Very cute.</description>
  <category>me</category>
  <lj:music>Within Temptation - It&apos;s the Fear</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 07 Nov 2006 02:36:51 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>#030 why is there no subject line?</title>
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  <description>The greatest thing about applying to college is Williams&apos; supplement.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The greatest thing about Williams&apos; supplement is that they ask you for your parents&apos; college and graduate school information.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The greatest thing about your parents&apos; college and graduate school information is that &lt;i&gt;they don&apos;t remember it&lt;/i&gt;.  (&quot;Uh,&quot; she says, &quot;I&apos;m not sure what my degree was.  It might have been-- no, wait.&quot;)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The greatest thing about them not remembering their own damn degrees is that you get to pillage the closet for their college and graduate school diplomas.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;... my dad looked like the guy who plays Clark Kent on &lt;i&gt;Smallville&lt;/i&gt;.  It is an astounding and frightening likeness which, I am afraid, does not quite carry on today.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Would anyone mind filling out my &lt;b&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://kevan.org/johari?name=atra&quot;&gt;Johari window&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;?  It&apos;s for a good cause! Like, uh, college applications.  I think that&apos;s a good cause.  (Heeey Princeton.  What&apos;s up.)</description>
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  <lj:music>Within Temptation - Somewhere</lj:music>
  <media:title type="plain">Within Temptation - Somewhere</media:title>
  <lj:mood>anxious</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 06 Nov 2006 08:47:07 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>#029 this song is so cute.</title>
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  <description>So if you haven&apos;t gotten it already, &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.mozilla.com/en-US/firefox/&quot;&gt;Firefox 2.0&lt;/a&gt; is absolutely divine and completely essential to your Internet experience.  Just about zero themes and extensions carry over (LJLogin does, however!) but &lt;i&gt;damn&lt;/i&gt;, this thing is sleek and wonderful and works like a charm and, guess what, doesn&apos;t crash every half-hour!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A+++ would install again.  I rec with no reservations except maybe the fact that you might have to install it twice for it to actually work. T^Tb&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Plus the default skin is hot.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(I&apos;m not getting any comment notifications, so if I&apos;ve ignored you with any of my journals today, I&apos;m very sorry.)</description>
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  <lj:music>Coming Century - Breakthrough</lj:music>
  <media:title type="plain">Coming Century - Breakthrough</media:title>
  <lj:mood>pleased</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 03 Nov 2006 23:55:00 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>#028 i&apos;ve been dreaming for so long</title>
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  <description>Western ignorance of Asian culture is completely fascinating.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I want to say that Asian ignorance of Western culture is fascinating, but in my years and years of &quot;study&quot; of the development of Western culture, I find that there isn&apos;t much to be ignorant &lt;i&gt;about&lt;/i&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am so patriotic.  But really, the fabric of European and other Western societies has always been rooted in money and riches, and the Bible gets really, really annoying after a while because eighty percent of it is solid logical fallacy.  Plus nobody really listened to the Bible anyway, because it always seemed like those darned Europeans were off starting wars for no reason.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Again.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Because&lt;/i&gt; of the Bible.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;How many wars were started for the sake of Buddhism again?  Remind me; I forget.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;b&gt;0 | latin&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Catullus test.  I got Carmen 35, which consisted entirely of Catullus talking to papyrus.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;About Caecilius, a poet-friend, but still.  Papyrus.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;1 | econ&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So I totally failed the test.  Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;2 | physics&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Lab!  I don&apos;t remember most of the period, but Peter is &lt;i&gt;shameless&lt;/i&gt; and Jeff cracks too many &quot;your momma&quot; jokes.  I think Kara and I probably hit him with a ruler at least six times through the entirety of the period for being stupid.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(( Note: It has already been established that I have cramps because, well, yes. ))&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;me:&lt;/b&gt; Owwww.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;kara:&lt;/b&gt;  Painkillers!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;me:&lt;/b&gt; ... no.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;jeff:&lt;/b&gt; Get pregnant!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;me, kara, peter:&lt;/b&gt; WHAT?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;That was thrilling.  I just realized Jeff has my lab.  Oh my god.  Jeff, give me my lab. ._. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;3 | vocal ensemble&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Knowles is at some choir conference or another, so Marie took over and um we sang. :&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;4 | calculus&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;SUBSTITUTE HOOOOOO.  I did English, I think...?  I didn&apos;t have my math book with me, anyway.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;5 | global studies&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am sorry to say that I was doing English, and probably hurt Christner&apos;s feelings, but that wasn&apos;t really my intention.  See, I *wanted* to pay attention, because I really really like this class. &amp;gt;:  It&apos;s just that I had to do 19 discussion questions in an hour (don&apos;t ask) and so I was kind of in a crazy hurry and um.  :(&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;6 | english&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Oh hey, I liked this period. |D  Maybe because we all yelled at David and Brad to shut up.  Maybe because I managed to stay awake the entire time.   Maybe because Kara was reciting Hamlet&apos;s fifth (fourth? I lose count.) soliloquy under her breath over and over and I kept interrupting her by saying &quot;Purple!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;To which she would reply, &quot;&lt;i&gt;Gloriously&lt;/i&gt; purple!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;To which I would say something thoroughly cruel and completely non sequitur like, &quot;Amethyst!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Shakespeare really is frighteningly purple.  I think he just gets away with it because he writes it in a way that only stands out as purple if you&apos;re sane and logical.  I hate Shakespeare for the precise reason that he is frighteningly purple and gets away with it, though, because then other people think they&apos;re being sophisticated, classic, and Shakespearean by being frighteningly purple in &lt;i&gt;their&lt;/i&gt; prose, when in reality they are only being very disgusting.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;That was fun.</description>
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  <lj:mood>stupid stupid stupid.</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 02 Nov 2006 23:58:07 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>#27 sparkling angel</title>
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  <description>I feel throwuppy.  And I have so much to do today.  And I cannot fangirl this song enough.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;b&gt;0 | latin&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Asked Jenkinson for college rec.  And he was like &quot;Sure, but I&apos;ll only write... five.&quot;  And I&apos;m like &quot;Oh hell no, you are NOT that great of a rec-writer to only give me five colleges to torment you with.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;On the other hand, Hinman said she&apos;d do as many as I needed, which, uh, is a lot drrrrrrrrrrr I think she can just copy and paste.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Still need to ask Rod probably and Christner maaaybe because no way in hell am I asking Lewis, and Wahl is a NO.  And Fournell retired.  Glorious.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;On, uh, Latin itself, we didn&apos;t do anything because the poor Latin 3 people were taking a test.  &lt;s&gt;Except make fun of Monica.  That was totally awesome because I think she agreed on every point.  Like &quot;Okay, so, you could NOT draw Devin in sophomore year.  You just couldn&apos;t.&quot;&lt;/s&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Candy says we should go to band&apos;s Movie Night, but that sex wasn&apos;t allowed.  (Reeeeeeally not sure why those two go together.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;1 | econ&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I think I did physics homework.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;2 | physics&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I know I did math homework.  And talked a lot to Kara via notebook and was generally a Really Bad Friend, as Kara will attest to ahahaha oh man we suck.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;3 | vocal ensemble&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We picked music.  HATE the song choices.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;4 | calc&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Notes, I think?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;lunch&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;... Typical lunch!  Talked to Christner about the arts department at Troy w/ the Global-English group, &quot;discussed&quot; Hamlet.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;5 | global&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Christner told us random stories about her high school class (she went to Troy when it was still a baby school xD).  And how one of them was &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0142200/&quot;&gt;Randy Cartwright&lt;/a&gt;, who uh just look at his IMDB profile -- notable things include the MAGIC CARPET in Aladdin; apparently he&apos;s the guy that decided it should be a carpet and not a dog -- and WHAT THE HELL he graduated from Troy High School.  Back when it was actually an artsy school.  And had like six choirs.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A-awesome.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So like that was only the &lt;i&gt;best period ever&lt;/i&gt;.  Oh man.  She was all &quot;I wonder who will organize your reunion.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Some guy:  &quot;The senior class president?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Christner:  &quot;Oh, no!  Our senior class president was in jail.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;SILENCE.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Class:  o-omg.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;6 |  english&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I prolly have a C in this class. 8D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Eh.  Econ and Latin tests tomorrow; time to study. :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;ETA:&lt;/b&gt; ... So Catullus was bisexual.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Okay.</description>
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  <lj:music>Within Temptation - Angels</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 02 Nov 2006 00:01:32 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>#026 will I ever, will I never free myself by making it right?</title>
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  <description>Fantastically bad day, quantified only as such because I felt like murdering myself more than the customary four times.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;I don&apos;t want to apply to Pomona.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I don&apos;t like that every time I say I&apos;m applying to Pomona, people turn around and ask me why the fucking hell I&apos;m applying to Cal Poly Pomona.  Cal Poly Pomona?  I think I&apos;ve set my aspirations higher than a Cal State -- if that&apos;s all I&apos;m fit for, then I&apos;d seriously might as well hurl myself off a cliff.  I mean, uh, I&apos;m not even applying to like the Cal State flagship because the system itself is a nonissue.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Also, there&apos;s the &quot;Why the fuck am I applying to a school in &lt;i&gt;Pomona&lt;/i&gt;?&quot; issue.  It&apos;s ridiculously close to home.  Commuter distance.  Hello, the 60 is the Pomona Freeway.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Why would I want to go there.  Especially as prolonged exposure to the 60 Freeway will wind up driving me absolutely batshit (HATE).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The only thing keeping me applying is the knowledge that their application reading process isn&apos;t completely stupid.  Like UC.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;God, I don&apos;t want to stay in California.</description>
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  <lj:music>Within Temptation - Jillian</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 01 Nov 2006 02:34:06 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>#025 but you&apos;ll never know the next move she makes</title>
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  <description>OH MAN.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;TROY DOES THE BEST HALLOWEENS EVER.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m too lazy to talk about it, cuz I&apos;ve a ton of econ homework to plow through, but maaan it was cool.  And I&apos;m talking like an idiot.  Go me!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;b&gt;0 | latin&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I think we translated?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;1 | econ&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;HAHAHAHHA ST. CLAIR OH MAN.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;2 | physics&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;lab.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;3 | vocal&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- CAROL OF THE BELLS&lt;br /&gt;- SILVER BELLS&lt;br /&gt;- MERRY CHRISTMAS, DARLING *&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* Immediately invoked deeply fluffy TezuFuji scenes in my head.  *Immediately.*  This is more disturbing than I think you may realise.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;4 | calculus&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Uhhhh notes?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;5 | global&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;HAAAAATO.  Took notes and then watched lame Chinese martial arts movie.  I say lame because DAMN it was lame.  xD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;6 | english&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;LEFT EARLY&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;SCOOOOOOOOOOOOORE&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;oh man I&apos;m high aren&apos;t I&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Okay, I&apos;ve stolen a bit of my brother&apos;s Halloween candy.  Off to indulge and do econ homework.  ^^;</description>
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  <lj:music>Within Temptation - Mother Earth</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 01 Sep 2006 00:28:40 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>#24 and she dreams through the noise</title>
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  <description>&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;b&gt;0 - AP Latin 4 - Jenkinson&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So I swear we did nothing today, outside of talk amongst ourselves and &lt;s&gt;ditch class&lt;/s&gt; take prolonged trips to the library.  It turns out we didn&apos;t actually need the big chunky Wheelock textbook, because that was for Latin 3.  We&apos;re working off packets (photocopies of Jenkinson&apos;s random books), yeaaay.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The class itself?  We&apos;ve got the familiar old set -- everyone from freshman year (oh man, we&apos;re all seniors now) who bothered to stay on until Latin 4.  We are seriously all very familiar with each other -- and there&apos;re about seventeen of us squished into one corner while Latin 3 (juniors) overrun the rest of the classroom.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Good stuff.  Devin, Candy, Monica, and I are, uh, at the same table as always.  And spent the period &quot;discussing&quot; about how we were not really there.  And this was a horrible dream, and we would wake up any second.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m still waiting.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;1 - AP/IB Economics - St. Clair&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Oi.  So, like.  As I was attempting to tell Kit, it feels &lt;b&gt;really weird&lt;/b&gt; to be in a class with red jumpsuits.  In fact, it makes me feel like a total fucking moron, offense completely intended if you wear a red jumpsuit at high frequency.  I actually feel sorry for myself because I&apos;m in class with, like, seven of them.  What.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Other than that, omg, St. Clair is a riot and I already love him despite... not being overly fond of the subject itself.  On the flip side, though, I only know Sheila and Jeff -- this bodes not well for (a) group projects, and (b) basically everything, because, wow, if those are the only people I recognize?  And considering that I know basically all the IB smart kids?   &lt;i&gt;It&apos;s like being in a regular class&lt;/i&gt;.  It&apos;s so disorienting I don&apos;t even know where to start pointing things out.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m... not very excited for this class, to tell the truth.  I didn&apos;t even sign up for it.  :P&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;2 - IB Physics - Wahl&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;djskla;ghdskghs;dtyioerwqutieosgjidosajgksl&lt;br /&gt;dhsjkrsial;fjksla;fkdl;gjkdlsajdklsag&lt;br /&gt;jsklahfdjkghjkdslgjkdslgjk&lt;br /&gt;hjsklafhdsjklfhjdlgh&lt;br /&gt;shjkahsdjfhkd&lt;br /&gt;gjfdsahfd&lt;br /&gt;adhs&lt;br /&gt;shd&lt;br /&gt;dj&lt;br /&gt;a&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;WHY GOD WHY&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;3 - Vocal Ensemble - Knowles&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;PHILAAANTHROOPPPYYY.  So despite being completely overrun by bandos for the first forty minutes of the period, we got ... pep talks!  About philanthropy!  And how he will pay is ten bucks for each person we recruit into Vocal.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;... SO.  WHO WANTS TO JOIN.  I&apos;LL SPLIT WITH YOU. :D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;4 - AP Calculus AB - Rodriguez&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Haaay Mr. Rod.  What&apos;s up.  &lt;i&gt;Again.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;5 - IB Global Studies - Christner&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have no words.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Except:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;u-&lt;i&gt;unf&lt;/i&gt; ib east asian studies take me now nckalsfjkfg&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;6 - AP/IB English 4 - Lewis&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ASDHILKAFSHDGgs&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ENGLISH&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;YOU TOO&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;GOD&lt;/i&gt; I LOVE MY ENGLISH TEACHERS</description>
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  <lj:music>Chopin - Scherzo in B Flat Minor, op.31 no.2</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 06 Jul 2006 01:55:50 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>#023 ap roundup so far.</title>
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  <description>ap chemistry: 5&lt;br /&gt;ap computer science a:  5&lt;br /&gt;ap computer science ab: 5&lt;br /&gt;ap english language/comp: 5&lt;br /&gt;ap euro history: 4&lt;br /&gt;ap us history: 4&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;what. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hell.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(yeah so it is Old News that i fail at history -- i distinctly remember not studying at all for neither! but i didn&apos;t study for the rest either wtfwtfwtf collegeboard WTF WTF WTF djskla;fjkdlsjfkljgkljg)</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 20 May 2006 15:32:50 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>#021 michael&apos;s laptop is ginormous.  o_O  tezuka is cute.  nyaaaaah</title>
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  <description>I&apos;m at Chapman University for the programming contest right now.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Alone, because I stayed back to watch the laptops (we get individual rooms, and they are GORGEOUS).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But fomg free internet.  [spasm!]  Also, wtf we are going to get so owned by the other Troy teams.  And Sunny Hills.  And University High.  And San Marino High.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class=&apos;ljuser ljuser-name_frznblade119&apos; lj:user=&apos;frznblade119&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://frznblade119.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://frznblade119.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;frznblade119&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;, &lt;span class=&apos;ljuser ljuser-name_applebell&apos; lj:user=&apos;applebell&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://applebell.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://applebell.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;applebell&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;~ good luck! :D &lt;s&gt;AND I HOPE WE BEAT YOU THOUGH IT WILL NEVER EVER HAPPEN X___o&lt;/s&gt;</description>
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  <lj:music>the air conditioner thingy.</lj:music>
  <media:title type="plain">the air conditioner thingy.</media:title>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 05 May 2006 22:43:17 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>#020 誰もいない海</title>
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  <description>Okay, okay, so, because everyone cares:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Millard Fillmore &lt;i&gt;saved my APUSH grade&lt;/i&gt;.  Evidently, my knowledge of the whole of United States history is based entirely off of Millard Fillmore&apos;s presidency.  Without him, I would&apos;ve failed.  Hands down, no question about it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The irony in that is that everyone who I told this to immediately went &quot;&lt;i&gt;Who&lt;/i&gt;?!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;HAVE MORE RESPECT FOR YOUR UNKNOWN, FORGETTABLE PRESIDENTS.  He and Chester Arthur are where it&apos;s &lt;i&gt;at&lt;/i&gt;, yo.</description>
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  <lj:music>Zazel - DxD</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 27 Apr 2006 22:48:41 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>#019 but i know i&apos;m who i am today because i knew you</title>
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  <description>Oh.  Oh, my god.  You will all kill me once this Bleach AU has been finished.  You will kill me &lt;i&gt;so dead&lt;/i&gt;.  I don&apos;t think I&apos;ve ever written anything this strange before.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Also, I.  I think I just wrote the best essay I&apos;ve ever written in my life, and I&apos;m horrified that I just turned it in without a copy for myself.  I&apos;m also amused at how completely calm I was when I was writing it - my handwriting didn&apos;t waver *once*, and I usually degenerate into illegible scrawl by the end of my essays.  (I actually finished with 10 minutes to spare.  And then rewrote the last line because I thought a few of the e&apos;s looked ugly.  :D)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Honestly, it looked like something you&apos;d find in some random miscellaneous book of essays or some literary publication somewhere.  And I don&apos;t remember writing a word of it - honestly, it was charming and witty and sharp and forceful and I have no idea where any of it came from.  Aliens temporarily took over my brain, I think!  I actually collapsed into giggles when some of the phrasing came to mind.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Heh.  The Cal State system had better do &lt;i&gt;good&lt;/i&gt; with that essay.  LIKE MAYBE NOT BURN IT.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It&apos;s a pity I&apos;ll never write like that again.  ;_;</description>
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  <lj:music>Wicked - For Good</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 27 Apr 2006 00:38:48 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>#018 ludo mentis aciem, egestatem, potestatem, dissolvit ut glaciem.</title>
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  <description>I find British English utterly incomprehensible.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And I wish IB would at least try to cater to us retarded Americans.  :(&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;P.S.&lt;/b&gt;  DIE, MARI &amp;hearts;  And of course I mean this in the nicest way possible, but YOU HAVE TAINTED MY IMAGE OF THE POOR BOY FOREVER.  And now I cannot so much as look at him without doubling over in laughter.</description>
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  <lj:music>Carl Orff - O Fortuna</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 21 Apr 2006 05:07:14 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>#017 lift you up and fly away with you into the night</title>
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  <description>&lt;b&gt;Public Service Announcement:&lt;/b&gt;  Ryoma/Sakuno is, as of now, one of the &lt;i&gt;cutest things ever&lt;/i&gt;, second only to &lt;a href=&quot;http://evaporate.livejournal.com/151857.html&quot;&gt;five-year old Fuji bashing in a plastic piano with scissors&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I haven&apos;t written anything in a long, long time.  I really need to, too: I keep wanting to write something, but then I remember something I have to do for a class, and joywriting gets pushed back.  Even if it&apos;s just a short drabble, I have to get something out eventually.  &lt;s&gt;Preferably a TezuFuji AU of some sort.  :(  A couple of the &lt;span class=&apos;ljuser ljuser-name_tezukafuji&apos; lj:user=&apos;tezukafuji&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://community.livejournal.com/tezukafuji/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;16&apos; height=&apos;16&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://community.livejournal.com/tezukafuji/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;tezukafuji&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; fantasy prompts are making my fingers giddy, and the most recent one makes me &lt;i&gt;laugh like a loon&lt;/i&gt; because, oh, I remember that fic, and I remember how much that affected me the first time I read it.  &lt;small&gt;Oh, Tezuka, you psycho.&lt;/small&gt;)&lt;/s&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I also have the strange urge to write this entirely in British spelling just to see how much I want to hurt myself by the end, so here we go!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;b&gt;0 | Latin 3&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;XD;  I was all sniffly and allergic to the paint and dust in the classroom, so I kept having to get up, limp over to the tissue box, and to the trash can, over, and over, and over, so the Latin teacher took a tissue box and plonked it on my desk.  :P&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Then he tried to make me take a tissue box with me to my next period class.  XD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;1 | AP US History&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Mm, Fournell gave me the stuff I missed from yesterday.  Vietnam War lecture.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yes.  Maybe I&apos;m just... slow?  But as we get closer and closer to the &lt;s&gt;dreaded&lt;/s&gt; Bill Clinton unit, it occurs to me that.  That even &lt;i&gt;recent&lt;/i&gt; things are history; that these stock market crashes and catastrophic wars and dumb foreign policy choices and stupid presidents and tariffs and deficits aren&apos;t just some figment of my or anyone&apos;s imagination; that we aren&apos;t impervious to repeating history just because it&apos;s... history.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It&apos;s sort of... humbling?  scary?  to analyse government &amp; historical events from an outside perspective and look at the contributing factors and see how closely they &lt;i&gt;click&lt;/i&gt; with modern America.  What we&apos;re doing, what choices the government makes, &lt;i&gt;our&lt;/i&gt; Kent State&apos;s and Vietnam&apos;s, they&apos;ll be history eventually, too.  And people will look at them and pick apart what we could and could not have done, what was the right decision to make and where, the corruption in the government, etc.  We talk so casually of Watergate and the Pentagon papers, but would we be able to be so glib if it was &lt;i&gt;right now&lt;/i&gt;?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;What I&apos;m &lt;i&gt;trying&lt;/i&gt; to say that I had this pseudo-epiphany in APUSH today, though it didn&apos;t really do anything except make me even more paranoid.  I&apos;m not even entirely sure what the epiphany was, but it was interesting.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;2 | AP Computer Science AB&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Whee, review.  And I&apos;ll just talk about the final here, because it&apos;s sort of dumb to talk about it after school.  So, the final, in two words:  &lt;b&gt;I FAILED&lt;/b&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thank you, and please have a nice day.  :) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;3 | Vocal Ensemble&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ummm, we did some singing.  The &quot;Benedictus&quot; of Schubert&apos;s first mass is a roaring &lt;i&gt;whore&lt;/i&gt;.  It is &lt;i&gt;ridiculously&lt;/i&gt; high.  Ridiculously.  No, I&apos;m serious.  @_@&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kellie was gone for the journalism thing, so Sam was all quasi-emo and first soprano was just generally really &lt;i&gt;dead&lt;/i&gt;-sounding.  I had phlegm in my throat, something was wrong with Monica (or, I dunno, maybe she just wasn&apos;t singing out because she didn&apos;t know the notes), and it was just.  Not good.  :P&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;4 | AP Chemistry&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Errr, electrochemistry notes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;5 | Pre-calc/Trig&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;... Notes? o_o&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;6 | AP English 3&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;More AP practice.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Going to finish up my compare and contrast essay, now.  I&apos;m going to have to hack it into pieces... word limit of 1500 on an essay?  Eeeeek.  Screw you, IB.  I hate you and your mother country&apos;s spelling and your goddamn word limits ew so taking out particles on this one.</description>
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  <lj:music>savage garden | crash and burn</lj:music>
  <media:title type="plain">savage garden | crash and burn</media:title>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 16 Apr 2006 00:57:30 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>#016 &apos;cause if we find we&apos;re in a bind, we just make some shit up</title>
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  <description>Amusement is not being clobbered for reading TezuFuji doujinshi during choir, because the girls in front of me - well, I don&apos;t think they &lt;i&gt;ship&lt;/i&gt; it, but they were amused by it.  Which was... yes, amusing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You&apos;ll forgive my utter and complete lack of English skills right now; just spent around 2-3 hours at a choir, having Hakka clubbed into my head.  (&lt;i&gt;I&lt;/i&gt; think Hakka dialect sounds like someone threw Taiwanese and German into a blender, pressed &quot;puree,&quot; shipped the result to Uranus to have it freeze into little shards of horror, and then dumped it on an unsuspecting village in China and watched the horror manifest itself in a language, but &lt;i&gt;that&apos;s just me&lt;/i&gt;.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Because you know something is horribly, horribly wrong when my pronunciation notes are half in hiragana (I hate katakana stfu) and half in obscure pronunciation symbols (and occasionally in just English) I&apos;ve picked up in my years of butchering languages in song.  (んーにぇ)  Even my &lt;i&gt;German&lt;/i&gt; pronunciation notes are not this vile.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(On the plus side, she gave me the solo, which has no words and is comfortably in my &lt;s&gt;pathetic&lt;/s&gt; three-note range.  SCORE.  Unfortunately, the solo is only two pages long, and the song is seven.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have a (AU, obviously) plot bunny eating my skull right now.  The only thing really keeping me from jotting it down is the fact that if I were to finish, it&apos;d be rated R, with major &lt;i&gt;major&lt;/i&gt; death warnings on the side.  ... not the happiest thought in the world, that.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;Why is this on this journal?&lt;/small&gt;</description>
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  <lj:music>Voltaire - The USS Make Sh*t Up</lj:music>
  <media:title type="plain">Voltaire - The USS Make Sh*t Up</media:title>
  <lj:mood>cheery, but hungry :&lt;</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 07 Apr 2006 03:47:15 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>#015 for this your sons and widow gather with us at the table</title>
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  <description>Today was the single most djkl;jfkl;fj-worthy day of the year.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As a side note, my Love Concert blister just healed &lt;i&gt;yesterday&lt;/i&gt;.  And it reformed after I wore those goddamned djkl;jff shoes AGAIN.  It&apos;s BACK.  AAARRRGHHHHH.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;b&gt;3 | Vocal Ensemble&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;HIJINKS.  joanne&apos;s birthday - she brought donuts and I think I shared one with Christa &apos;cos we were supposed to?  I don&apos;t know.  I was half-memorizing metal cation groups and Stacey gave me the evil eye but s&apos;okay.  :D;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;was so fun!  I&apos;m glad I didn&apos;t skip out, whee.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;4 | AP Chemistry&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA MAYBE IF WE DO NOT THINK ABOUT IT, IT WILL GO AWAY.  FAR, FAR AWAY.  NEVER TO BE SPOKEN OF AGAIN.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;5 | Pre-calc/Trig&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;... oh my god.  All my brainpower was effectively DESTROYED by that AP Chem test.  i&apos;m quite certain I totally and completely failed.  And it&apos;s not even out of a lack of understanding for the &lt;i&gt;chapter&lt;/i&gt;.  I tried to think and NOTHING HAPPENED.  ;___;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;6 | AP English&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Honestly?  I have no idea what happened.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;concert&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;djklfjgkjglgjg okay five minutes pre-going into lecture hall&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;KNOWLES:  so here are the people announcing songs!  [hands my &quot;nigra sum&quot; introduction to me]&lt;br /&gt;ME:  ...................... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;.-.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;sothere was that.  and no, I can&apos;t type, oshitari&apos;s lagging likE CRAZY and not registering my shift keys and crap.  or is registering them way too late.  it&apos;s annoyinG!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and i&apos;m tireder than anhfthing.  uhg.  .-.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This secret made me happy in my pants:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://i2.tinypic.com/s6hcpl.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This secret made me go &quot;djkl;jff twins!&quot;:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://i2.tinypic.com/s6hxep.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This is, sadly, truth:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://i2.tinypic.com/s6i3qr.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ergh.  have to do a lab now.</description>
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  <lj:music>vienna teng - say uncle</lj:music>
  <media:title type="plain">vienna teng - say uncle</media:title>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 06 Apr 2006 16:07:04 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>#014 still no music</title>
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  <description>aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so, having ditched 0, 1, and 2 periods!  I will now leave for DOOM and the Vocal memorization and the AP Chem acids &amp; bases and the Trig/Pre-calc matrices testsssssssssss.  ssss!  ssss!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;djkl;fjklgjgjkgljk;dkf&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;SHUT UP SOMETIMES I CAN SPEAK COHERENTLY, OKAY, JUST NOT TODAY</description>
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  <lj:mood>SCARED AS HELL</lj:mood>
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